03-17-2020, 02:18 PM
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— his first weapon had been a gun. after his dad died, he remembered holding the man’s prized weapon in his hand. his hand trembled every time he held it up and put his finger on the trigger. his own fists couldn’t even pack a punch. at the time where the only people he had to protect in his life were his mom and his fiance, he still wouldn’t have been able to protect them. he was always too scared to pull the trigger, too scared he wouldn’t be enough. after the rose’s mom died, mick, stuck wishing he could’ve done more, pointed the gun at a makeshift target. his hands trembled as he pulled the trigger. he didn’t even hit the target.
things changed. with the carbines he became an entirely different person in the field of combat. long-range weapons, hand-to-hand… he learned how to hold his own. he learned because he had to in order to survive. sometimes the way his heart raced after a fight was the only thing to remind him he was still alive. there was still a man beneath his hardened exterior, built by war. he thought he knew everything when it came to weaponry.
slowly exhaled, then let go. the arrow breezed past the target. mickey slowly exhaled, gaze lingering on the target before turning his gaze away. he had overlooked one- and it appeared he wouldn’t be mastering it any time soon. to say the only time he had gotten the target had been when green’s hands guided him would only be a slight understatement. how did green make it look so effortless? he looked at the bow in his hand in thought and almost mild defeat.
— his first weapon had been a gun. after his dad died, he remembered holding the man’s prized weapon in his hand. his hand trembled every time he held it up and put his finger on the trigger. his own fists couldn’t even pack a punch. at the time where the only people he had to protect in his life were his mom and his fiance, he still wouldn’t have been able to protect them. he was always too scared to pull the trigger, too scared he wouldn’t be enough. after the rose’s mom died, mick, stuck wishing he could’ve done more, pointed the gun at a makeshift target. his hands trembled as he pulled the trigger. he didn’t even hit the target.
things changed. with the carbines he became an entirely different person in the field of combat. long-range weapons, hand-to-hand… he learned how to hold his own. he learned because he had to in order to survive. sometimes the way his heart raced after a fight was the only thing to remind him he was still alive. there was still a man beneath his hardened exterior, built by war. he thought he knew everything when it came to weaponry.
slowly exhaled, then let go. the arrow breezed past the target. mickey slowly exhaled, gaze lingering on the target before turning his gaze away. he had overlooked one- and it appeared he wouldn’t be mastering it any time soon. to say the only time he had gotten the target had been when green’s hands guided him would only be a slight understatement. how did green make it look so effortless? he looked at the bow in his hand in thought and almost mild defeat.