NOTICE (tw: mental illness, medication, mentions of suicidal thoughts)

[price]

​so here's a fun fact that those of you who've been around a while might remember: im on medication for Major Depressive Disorder and Generalized Anxiety Disorder (GAD for short)

i started on the medication im currently on in may and i've made no progress. I still wanna die all the time, and im still terrified of social interaction and nervous abt everything and it's just not a fun time. recently i've started experiencing hallucinations as a side effect of my medication, but thank god nothing too bad and i was in to the doctor today and over the next few days ill be weaning off my current medication and starting a new one that will hopefully actually help this time.

so yeah, im trying my best right now but until my brain starts to get the message that it needs to start producing more of a few choice chemicals, im gonna be slow activity wise. i 100% know in my heart that everyone's opinions are ic, but my pesky GAD likes to tell me that everyone hates me and then my pesky MDD likes to encourage destructive behaviour. so... yeah.

[purgatory]

[sup]SCREECHES AND HUGS YOU
timm you know i will fucking fight a hord of tarantula hawk wasps for you. an entire fucking colony. while im doing that, you just focus on getting better and coming back to us when you feel 100 !!
also, please be cautious with the medication and whatnot! drink lots of tea and do some colouring! it helps me sometimes when i'm feeling stressed or out of it in general.
i'll be cheering you on, fren so do your best!
<3333333

[BORZOI]

omg im so sorry youre going through all that timm :^(( i havent interacted with price at all but he seems cool hnn
but yeah definitely dont worry abt the inactivity !! you stay totally safe hon
maybe you should appoint a temporary leader while youre on leave? just to manage the clan while youre inactive - then take the leadership back when you come back :0 breaks where you have nothing to worry about really help the mind <3

[basorexia]

i can completely understand, timm but i think the best option for you is to take a long break from bb! maybe even have price step down because of handling not only one mental disorder but two is extremely difficult while simultaneously managing a clan. it'll put way too much stress on a person, and overall isn't good for the mental health. especially adding on stress to anxiety, because that feels like you're actually dying, believe me. <33
i hope your medicine starts agreeing with you, it takes time for your brain to adjust to the new chemicals coming in!! if you need someone to talk to, my pms are always open! i can relate to your experience as i'm on medication for anxiety and depression as well!
just rest and remember to take your medicine! <3

[fangs]

we love you timm, take the time you need alright? <3 you're mental health comes way before focusing on roleplaying.

[dannychan]

feel free to pm me if you ever need someone to talk to!