PLEASE COME HOME // private

[dannychan]

[justify]/warning: this thread will have some very triggering topics such as: suicide attempts and depression, overdosing, cutting, the feeling of being abandoned, and possibly more specifically in the first post (this post) so read at your own risk!!

lance felt.. empty. like he had just lost everything that mattered to him, and there was nothing left. he had felt like this for two months now, ever since kieth had left for the blade of marmora. kieth had abandoned him right when he needed him most. he felt useless, like the team didn't need him.

however, he didn't know that kieth had been coming for a visit, so he had asked coran what the altean equivolent to sleeping pills were, and coran had questioned him on it but had given them to him anyways. "i just can't sleep." he had said and put his normal smile.

he had put on that mask so many times now that he just felt.. fake. like he wasn't himself anymore. fake it till you make it, he would tell himself. so he faked it, but the end goal was so far away. so, on the day that kieth was supposed to be coming back home, he hadn't known. the others had made it a surprise for him because they knew he missed kieth. instead, lance would be in the males room, staring down at a pill bottle and wondering what it would be like on the other side, if he would have family member states that would greet him.

at least he would be home. he opened the pill bottle and down as many as he could, trembling horribly as tears streamed down his cheeks. he let out a breath and hugged the bottle to his chest, laying down and resting his head on keith's pillow as he curled into a ball. all the while, red was going wild in her hanger, roaring and pacing around worriedly. blue seemed to be doing the same, though she roared louder and paced quicker than red.

[member=722]Leafwing12[/member]

[Leafwing12]

When Keith got back, he had expected it to be a happy visiting session. When he got the black lion back in the hanger, he was a bit surprised and concerned to see Blue and Red pacing and roaring. He’d never seen them act like this before. He frowned and got out, looking over at them. “Hey...What’s going on guys?” Keith asked, looking the lions over.

[dannychan]

/he doesn't have the lion but that's fine!!

the lions both roared and started pawing at the entrance to the castle, setting their heads down on their massive paws.

[Leafwing12]

(Woukd you tell me these things before hand XD? I didn’t even finish season 1, I don’t know what’s going down in season 4 XD.)

Keith frowned. He moved over, gently touching their noses. “Hey, Hey, Shh. It’s alright. I’ll see what’s going on.” He murmured. He then left the hanger. Once he got out, he looked around. Where was everyone?  “Hello?” Keith called out.

[dannychan]

pidge squawked and pulled shiro ever. "kieth! hey! we had this whole.. surprise thing planned for lance because you were coming home and he really missed you but.. we can't find him.." she explained, seeming worried.

[Leafwing12]

Keith frowned. “...Alright. I’ll help look for him.” He ssid. He then moved off. He looked around. “Lance?” He called out softky.

[dannychan]

there was no answer from lance, simply laying on the males bed and waiting for the pills to take effect b

[Leafwing12]

After a while, Keith had gone off to his room. He stopped when he spotted someone laying in the bed. He moved over. He blinked. “...Lance?” He asked, gently touching the male’s shoukder

[dannychan]

he looked over, vision blurred and unfocused. his eyes widened. "k-.. kieth?" he asked softly, words slightly slurred he sat up, dropping the empty pill bottle and making a soft noise.

[Leafwing12]

Keith’s eyes widened when he spotted the empty pill bottle. He quickly grabbed it, reading over the label. “Lance...How many did you take?” He asked