Everything I've Seen Twice // Private

[Leafwing12]

He closed his eyes, keeping close to him. He released a shaky breath. “...Dad, I can’t go back.” He whispered

[dannychan]

he frowned. "you don't have to go back to mercy, but you are coming home." he said.

[Leafwing12]

He sniffed, keeping close to him. “Dad...I can’t. I don’t know what happened back at Mercy’s. But...I almost killed Jack. I don’t know what came over me. And I can’t risk that again.” He whisoered

[dannychan]

he frowned. "i know you did, but it's only going to be worse if you try and go through it alone. i should know. now let's just go home.. please." he said.

[Leafwing12]

Jesse kept close to him. He sniffed. Jesse then slowly pulled away

[dannychan]

he looked over jesse, very obvious tears in his eyes. "i don't want to lose anymore family, please just come home.."

[Leafwing12]

Jesse glanced him over. He then looked away. “Dad...” He trailed off.

“What are you so afraid of Jesse?” Zenyatta asked. Jesse glanced at him.

“...I’m scared of harming my family. They’ve already been hurt enough. They don’t need a monster like me in their life. I don’t belong with them.” Jesse whispered. Zenyatta was silent for a moment.

“Omnics Don’t feel like they belong either, Jesse. Even I am not sure if I belong here or not. But humans, omnics, you...Are we not all the same on the inside? Just because you have these powers, does that mean you still don’t deserve to be loved? You’re right when you say no one will understand how you feel. Because you’re right. There is nothing else like you out there in the world. But it’s not wrong. And it’s not ugly. And it doesn’t make you abad person. You are unique, and one day, I hope you feel proud of your individuality.” Zenyatta said, resting a hand on his shoukder.

Jesse glanced down at Zenyatta’s hand before look’ing up at him. “But...”

“This violent feeling you have, it can be controlled. You just need to learn how to surpress it. It may take time. But you have people who care about you. Being surrounded by those who love you, it will help. I promise you that.” Zenyatta said. Jesse nodded, looking down for a moment before standing up.

[dannychan]

he watched jesse.

[Leafwing12]

Jesse glanced at Gabe. He then offered a hand to help Gabe to his feet.

[dannychan]

he stood slowly, accepting his help and sighing.