[align=center][div style="0px; width:400px; height:auto; text-align: justify; font-size: 8pt; line-height:13px;"]jounral entry no. 1.5 / this happened over dinner and im sulking on the 3rd floor
"you just got to find a major that will get you a job"
"its about how much it will cost"
"well you have to go There, even if you don't want to"
"people in that a major are in such high demand these days"
"they recognized your cousin's writing talent"
"no one walks out of college with a job with those two majors"
shut up please
don't tell me what i can and can't do. don't tell me that i can't study something i want to. you don't get to tell me how my future goes. its mine. stop throwing stones at my windows. i didn't provoke you. i didn't say you were wrong. i sat in silence. but i'm not your child to ruin. well uncle gene, matt went to penn state. guess what aunt mary, danielle went to princeton. and you want to treat me like the one hopeless romantic? i just toured more than ten colleges and expressed so much interest in them and you tell me, almost blatantly, that i may not get to go to them? no.
watch me apply to whatever college i want.
watch me study what i want.
watch me do what i want.
but maybe you're right
maybe i won't get into the college i want.
maybe i will be stuck at that state university.
maybe i won't have a job offer straight out of college.
but never treat me like you somehow know how my life should go
"you just got to find a major that will get you a job"
"its about how much it will cost"
"well you have to go There, even if you don't want to"
"people in that a major are in such high demand these days"
"they recognized your cousin's writing talent"
"no one walks out of college with a job with those two majors"
shut up please
don't tell me what i can and can't do. don't tell me that i can't study something i want to. you don't get to tell me how my future goes. its mine. stop throwing stones at my windows. i didn't provoke you. i didn't say you were wrong. i sat in silence. but i'm not your child to ruin. well uncle gene, matt went to penn state. guess what aunt mary, danielle went to princeton. and you want to treat me like the one hopeless romantic? i just toured more than ten colleges and expressed so much interest in them and you tell me, almost blatantly, that i may not get to go to them? no.
watch me apply to whatever college i want.
watch me study what i want.
watch me do what i want.
but maybe you're right
maybe i won't get into the college i want.
maybe i will be stuck at that state university.
maybe i won't have a job offer straight out of college.
but never treat me like you somehow know how my life should go
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