12-09-2017, 07:34 PM
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LYRICS OF THE DAY: "You never had to buy yourself a drink 'cause everyone wanted to tap that ass" -Do Re Mi, sung by Blackbear
ALBUM OF THE DAY: Wings by BTS
Okay so I had no time this week to update this when I actually had a bit writing spirit. But uh Ill do my best to try and get everything down.
Last week, or the end of two weeks ago??, began pretty well. Coach had everyone work that Saturday at the highschool, and I say work instead of volunteer bc we got "paid",,, aka they gave coach 10 dollars a hour for each one of us there. We had to wake up at five am for this thing, which was especially exhausting bc I hadnt slept for a week and we had a meet a day before. However, it was actually pretty fun to help out. Some things we had to carry through the school were heavy asf and drained my muscles but besides those tiny bits of the time, it was p much just waiting for people to arrive while we talked about random shit. Okay but the good thing came like fifteen minutes after everyone left. A mobile pet shelter. Now, my ass has been asking for a cat forever, specifically a black cat named Bear. But at this point, I was okay with any cat lmao. One in particular caught my attention, this big, skinny-looking ticked cat who kept his back to the crowd the entire time. A few, scattered, times, he'd turn his head and look at the crowd that had surrounded the truck and he had the prEttiest eyes I s2g. Anyways, ten minutes pass, my dad arrives. I text him to come up and look at the cats with me. Immediately after I send that text, someone tells me that theyre for free all day. Which my bitch ass jumped on. Unfortunately, I had to leave it to chance with my dad bc the second he arrived, some old man asked for my help with carrying his chairs to his locations,, across the school. I ran. The second I finished, I ran to my dad and asked if I could take the big cougar-lookin cat. Took him a few minutes to think, but he said yes. After a long time of waiting for these old people to fill out their forms so they can adopt some dogs, the shelter people took me inside the truck to meet him. His name was Puma, he was (about) five years old and a rescue. (well,, all shelter animals could be considered rescues but he was rescued instead of given sO) Apparently, his last owner was a druggie who lost all their money so they abandoned Puma and two other cats inside their apartment and a few weeks later, the apartment people busted inside and found the starving animals. The other two cats were younger than Puma, as well, so they got adopted as soon as they were in the shelter. Puma, however, stayed for a bit. Until I found him, ofc. That day, the shelter people let me take him home. Its been a week since then and I love him. Hes a little messy and loves to break open boxes but hes cute asf and clingy.
About my friend-situation, everyone has been acting nicer. Vinnie has been talking more and more to me, especially in Geo class. Sami dumped her crappy boyfriend and picked herself up a cute girlfriend, btw everytime she has a girlfriend, she acts 99x nicer so its a plus for our circle when shes in a gay relationship lmao. Wednesday has promised to stop saying the N-word, atleast around me, so I feel a bit more comfortable around her. Seth has been pretty down lately though, his grades have been dropping too. I dont know what thats about but hes usually the funny one of our group so seeing him staring at the ground with a frown is troubling. Madison has been exposed for not being a slut?? is that something to even expose someone as? Since 6th grade (the year she came to our school,, also the year that she flashed everyone), shes taken on the title of the school's proud slut but?? she was dating Seth and right before they did it, she confessed that shes never actually done it. Except with Wednesday but shes never done it with a guy. Anyways, thats been p much it for my friends.
Me, personally, Ive been doing pretty good. Ive been busy and havent slept for a long time but besides that, Im good. I have a plane ticket booked for next Saturday, when Ill go visit my mom in Georgia. Im half-excited, half-terrified for that visit. I plan on dying my hair black and shaving a fade bc um,, I have a mullet rn, ew. Besides eating good food for the first time since I left her, those are p much all the positives. The negatives have a,, longg list. Including meeting my stepdad, whos the reason I moved out, getting asked about my grades (which Im doing p okay with but my mom is always suspicious), arguing with my stepdad is always a thing, fighting with my sister (and I dont mean arguing), getting my shit taken, etc.
This might be the last thing I write here before I leave so um,, Merry Holidays.
LYRICS OF THE DAY: "You never had to buy yourself a drink 'cause everyone wanted to tap that ass" -Do Re Mi, sung by Blackbear
ALBUM OF THE DAY: Wings by BTS
Okay so I had no time this week to update this when I actually had a bit writing spirit. But uh Ill do my best to try and get everything down.
Last week, or the end of two weeks ago??, began pretty well. Coach had everyone work that Saturday at the highschool, and I say work instead of volunteer bc we got "paid",,, aka they gave coach 10 dollars a hour for each one of us there. We had to wake up at five am for this thing, which was especially exhausting bc I hadnt slept for a week and we had a meet a day before. However, it was actually pretty fun to help out. Some things we had to carry through the school were heavy asf and drained my muscles but besides those tiny bits of the time, it was p much just waiting for people to arrive while we talked about random shit. Okay but the good thing came like fifteen minutes after everyone left. A mobile pet shelter. Now, my ass has been asking for a cat forever, specifically a black cat named Bear. But at this point, I was okay with any cat lmao. One in particular caught my attention, this big, skinny-looking ticked cat who kept his back to the crowd the entire time. A few, scattered, times, he'd turn his head and look at the crowd that had surrounded the truck and he had the prEttiest eyes I s2g. Anyways, ten minutes pass, my dad arrives. I text him to come up and look at the cats with me. Immediately after I send that text, someone tells me that theyre for free all day. Which my bitch ass jumped on. Unfortunately, I had to leave it to chance with my dad bc the second he arrived, some old man asked for my help with carrying his chairs to his locations,, across the school. I ran. The second I finished, I ran to my dad and asked if I could take the big cougar-lookin cat. Took him a few minutes to think, but he said yes. After a long time of waiting for these old people to fill out their forms so they can adopt some dogs, the shelter people took me inside the truck to meet him. His name was Puma, he was (about) five years old and a rescue. (well,, all shelter animals could be considered rescues but he was rescued instead of given sO) Apparently, his last owner was a druggie who lost all their money so they abandoned Puma and two other cats inside their apartment and a few weeks later, the apartment people busted inside and found the starving animals. The other two cats were younger than Puma, as well, so they got adopted as soon as they were in the shelter. Puma, however, stayed for a bit. Until I found him, ofc. That day, the shelter people let me take him home. Its been a week since then and I love him. Hes a little messy and loves to break open boxes but hes cute asf and clingy.
About my friend-situation, everyone has been acting nicer. Vinnie has been talking more and more to me, especially in Geo class. Sami dumped her crappy boyfriend and picked herself up a cute girlfriend, btw everytime she has a girlfriend, she acts 99x nicer so its a plus for our circle when shes in a gay relationship lmao. Wednesday has promised to stop saying the N-word, atleast around me, so I feel a bit more comfortable around her. Seth has been pretty down lately though, his grades have been dropping too. I dont know what thats about but hes usually the funny one of our group so seeing him staring at the ground with a frown is troubling. Madison has been exposed for not being a slut?? is that something to even expose someone as? Since 6th grade (the year she came to our school,, also the year that she flashed everyone), shes taken on the title of the school's proud slut but?? she was dating Seth and right before they did it, she confessed that shes never actually done it. Except with Wednesday but shes never done it with a guy. Anyways, thats been p much it for my friends.
Me, personally, Ive been doing pretty good. Ive been busy and havent slept for a long time but besides that, Im good. I have a plane ticket booked for next Saturday, when Ill go visit my mom in Georgia. Im half-excited, half-terrified for that visit. I plan on dying my hair black and shaving a fade bc um,, I have a mullet rn, ew. Besides eating good food for the first time since I left her, those are p much all the positives. The negatives have a,, longg list. Including meeting my stepdad, whos the reason I moved out, getting asked about my grades (which Im doing p okay with but my mom is always suspicious), arguing with my stepdad is always a thing, fighting with my sister (and I dont mean arguing), getting my shit taken, etc.
This might be the last thing I write here before I leave so um,, Merry Holidays.
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i can't remember the sound of your voice, dear. it's been so long
✦✦✦ BUT MY HEART STILL SCREAMS YOUR NAME EVERY TIME I CLOSE MY EYES