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#11
tbh most of my friends are girls and half of them are gay too so i feel like i'm kinda good when it comes to that. i kinda combust into awkward pieces at first regardless though. and i'm only gay to that extent around certain people?? like tbh there's only this one super pretty redheaded girl that i gayed out on when all she did was hold a door for me. oops. she's in my spanish class but i never talk to her because she has her own friend group and all of them scare me yikes

i don't really think i'm going to join the main game. idk i sorta like doing my own thing, and plus, i'm really socially awkward when joining big groups like that. especially because i feel like a lot of people here have their own squads/cliques/whatever so i feel shy around them

horror movies are my favorite honestly. i'm really hard to scare so they don't really bother me. plus, some of them are so bad that they're funny. i like roasting them as i watch tbh
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#12
well, if you want someone to plot w or if you've got questions, my pms are always open!

I can only watch horror stuff in a certain mindset tbh

I get that, but if you wanted to give Flintlock I'm not rlly in the other groups rn you'd at least have one friend there, and everyone's rlly nice
wherever you end up tho, I hope you have fun!

roasting movies as I watch them is my fave. I just turn into cinamasins


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#13
yeah, definitely! i'll shoot you a pm if i ever need anything. c:

i'm always down for horror really. especially if it's actually decent. i'm fine with a few of those cliche horror tropes here and there, but i can't when it's overdone. then everything is too predictable and i high key get really annoyed by the characters' choices.

i might try looking through it at some point. i don't want to immediately give up on it before even giving it a try, so i'll see. it's mostly just the fact that i'm really shy when joining stuff, but i need to break out of that shell.

fr though. it's not that i mean to be critical of movies, it just kinda happens?? like, i know it's a shitty movie when i'm constantly questioning things cough @ live action death note
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oh man, you're lucky. i have an equal amount of girl and guy friends, but all of them are straight besides three of them. my two best friends, which are both dudes and gay, had helped me realized i was gay a couple years back, and i am forever grateful to them.

thankfully, coming out to my parents went well despite us living in an extremely prejudice state and them being pretty religious. the only bad thing is, i don't know many gay people who go to my school, excluding my two friends. we have a gsa and all, which is really fun, but i don't really know anyone in it, y'know?

roasting movies is pretty fun. i'm a huge nit-picker so it comes naturally.
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#15
tbh i want to have a lot of more male friends. or nb friends since i don't know anyone who is nb irl. it's just that the majority of guys who i do know are assholes and i don't need that negativity in my life. i mean, there are a bunch of girls like that where i live too. basically everyone here is just really bitchy
i live in the south so generally a lot of people here would be really conservative, but actually, i met a lot of people who are accepting and i'm v thankful for them.

i don't really know how i found out i was pan. it just kinda happened. i was always like "wow everyone's attractive. especially girls." i'm only out to a few people and i know that i'm likely not going to come out to my parents because they're kinda homophobic. oh well.

but yeah, i have movie sessions with my friends where i just roast em. it's pretty fun.
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[align=center][div style="background-color:;border:;width:450px;overflowConfusedtretch;font-size:12px;text-align:justify;line-height:100%;font-family:times new roman;"]this has to be the gayest thread I've ever seen but like,,, same??
everyone is pretty to me send help
(09-17-2017, 06:55 PM)Pyre link Wrote: I can't choose tbh. why are boys and girls and nb peeps so pretty it's not fair
(09-17-2017, 06:59 PM)juby link Wrote: i mean i like everyone but girls are just?? so soft?? so pretty?? and then there are those badass and tough ones and yES PLEASE
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and can i just say how much i love girls as well? they're just so sweet n warm and smell rlly good. too bad i don't know how to properly function around them enough to get one comprehensible sentence out lol
(09-17-2017, 08:39 PM)juby link Wrote: tbh i want to have a lot of more male friends. or nb friends since i don't know anyone who is nb irl. it's just that the majority of guys who i do know are assholes and i don't need that negativity in my life. i mean, there are a bunch of girls like that where i live too. basically everyone here is just really bitchy
i live in the south so generally a lot of people here would be really conservative, but actually, i met a lot of people who are accepting and i'm v thankful for them.

i don't really know how i found out i was pan. it just kinda happened. i was always like "wow everyone's attractive. especially girls." i'm only out to a few people and i know that i'm likely not going to come out to my parents because they're kinda homophobic. oh well.
i feel all of this on a spiritual level oml g u y s
except guys in general scare me and i don't know how to talk to them and my family is very homophobic and religious *shrugs* i've only came out to my sister and my friends.
but aside from that, same. girls are great. 
oh also, *waves* hello everyone
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#17
hello raiden!
and yes this thread became very gay but i'm not ashamed of it whatsoever. gay is greatâ„¢

but yeah guys scare me a little bit too. then again i'm lowkey afraid of everyone to some extent. i just want more friends but a lot of people just seem really unapproachable even though in reality they're really nice?? or for me a lot of people i know irl have a certain group of friends they stick to and they don't really talk to many people outside of that group
my parents aren't as religious, but they still believe in god and stuff. that also reminds me that they have another reason to kill me because i'm sort of agnostic but also more aetheistic? like i just don't really think about it/care
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welcome raiden!

i'm okay around guys, i just get uncomfortable when they start flirting with me and i don't know who they are.

and i can relate heavily with the religion thing. like, i identify as agnostic because i'm not really interested with religion and i have a few negative feelings about it bc some of the things i've seen and heard religious people say. i've tried going to church and all, but i can't seem to feel that connection others seem to have. i don't want to say my parents force me to go to church, but it's highly encouraged. i'm just too much of a wimp to tell them that i'm not really comfortable with going.
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I love it

lmao parks, me too dude. guys don't flirt with me (at least not that i'm aware of) but just being in the sheer presence of one makes me nervous. idk why. it's the same for everyone but it's much worst for dudes.

dude same. I just keep to myself (or huddle around my friends) and hope for the best. my friends and I are considered the "uncool kids" because we don't do drugs, sport gucci or jordans and we don't talk back to our parents or throw attitude at our teachers. then somehow when others talk to me they're like "w o w! I thought you were stuck up because you never talk" no honey. I don't talk because I Can't Relate to you all. but yeah a lot of people I want to get to know hang out with people i'd never hang out with so it makes interacting with them hard. I know that feel, my dude.

lmao my parents are. my uncle and I got into a discussion and he thinks the lgbtqa community aren't being targeted and it's just their angry previous lover who is killing them and i'm like, really?? you really think that?? o k. he's a hardcore christian and I didn't come out to him, he basically told me I was going to hell with the rest of "them" and that's when I had to stop and excuse myself. so much for "i'll always love you no matter what" he was just using stereotypes when trying to justify his logic and it sucks because he's super cool and fun. i don't want this to get between us since he's practically a best friend and he's very intelligent but ugh idk how to explain it.
they shouldn't kill you over that. dude wtf. you should be able to believe what you want and if you don't want to then that's just as gucci. it's the same with you too, parks. i just... i never can understand the problem with this. shouldn't this be a given?? an unspoken rule of thumbs?
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#20
i mean, it wasn't my original intention to make it a slogan. it's just a fact.
but hell yeah why not? gay is definitely greatâ„¢

guys don't flirt with me either. tbh i don't really want anyone flirting with me. i'm that one weird kid who kinda doesn't really want to be in a relationship. not yet, at least.

i huddle around my friends too and that's about the same for me. i don't want to be one of those people who's popular for doing all that shit. like, i'm not against drinking or alcohol, but i personally don't think it's very appealing to me. people can do what they want and i won't care, but i just don't wanna do that stuff, y'know? nor am i one of those people who disrespects others. like, yeah, i kinda do hate my teachers but i'm not rude enough to actually disrespect them to their face.

i think i get what you mean though. luckily i've never had to go through conversations like that because i don't really talk about the lgbt community around my family. the majority of my family is homophobic, and from what i know, the only one who is accepting is my brother. he still thinks it a tiny bit weird but he doesn't hate them or anything. plus i'm pretty sure one of his close friends is a lesbian lmao

and yeah, i really don't know about the whole religion thing. i don't really see what's so problematic about it? idk, maybe that's just because i don't really care what others believe, as long as it's not harming anyone.
my only problem with religion is that a lot of people use the bible/whatever other book they use to justify hating lgbt people/atheists but then they go on and break their own rules
i just... don't get it at all
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