I've Lost Who I Am // Private

[Leafwing12]

He sighed, looking down. Okay so...No for Reapers. He didn’t want Grell getting injured in the process. He’d find another way. Sam soon moved over to the car, getting in the driver’s seat. He then glanced over, seeing his hair had changed to red. “...That’s a nice color on you.” He murmjred. He then looked ahead, starting to drive off.

[dannychan]

he hummed. “thank you! you ought to see me back in the uh.. i believe it was the mid to late eighteen hundreds! i was full out red~” he said and hummed fondly. “sebastian wasn’t fond of me then either.”

[Leafwing12]

He blinked. Back then huh? “Yeah well...I wasn’t alive then to see it. Or if I was in some past life, I sure as hell don’t remember it.” He murmured

[dannychan]

he hummed. “oh, you’re a first timer.” he stated.

[Leafwing12]

He blinked, nodding. Well that’s...Good? Maybe? He sighed, keeping his gaze ahead. At this point, he had fallen silent and was kind of letting his thoughts flow. He knew angels could get into purgatory. They could revive people. But how would Sam even get into contact with one? He knew only the higher up angels can revive people and they don’t respond to just any prayer.

Sam gripped the steering wheel a bit tighter, his knuckles turning white. He had to try something.

[dannychan]

he frowned. “you really want to go there, don’t you?” he asked softly.

[Leafwing12]

He sighed. “...I would have no reason to go there if someone close to me wasn’t there. My brother...He died 2 months ago.” He whisoered. “I died previously. 3 months before. My brother sold his soil to get me back. But the price was his life. And I know...I know deep down this is my fault. It’s...It’s just been so hard without him here. I know it’s against laws or nature or whatever to bring someone back to the dead. It’s probably even bad to even be going to purgatory or hell willingly. It probably does had majors consequences but...I miss him, Grell. And I just want to see him one last time.” Sam whisoered

[dannychan]

he frowned. “alright, pull over.” he stated.

[Leafwing12]

Sam frowned. “Grell, no. If this is going to endanger you in any way, then no. This is my problem. And I will solve it by myself.” Sam said

[dannychan]

he scowled, grabbing the wheel and turning it, pushing down sams leg that was positioned over the break, taking his hand and covering his eyes quietly. there was a bright light before he let go and they were both stood in what looked like one massive office with old times film flying through the air.