THIS IS INNY'S CORNER Y'ALL

[ikigai.]

i'm binge-watching adventure time again and it has me just
hit with a wave of nostalgiA
i'm putting off choosing an avvie because i genuinely like both of the first two so i'm gonna sit on it


anyone ever contemplate what happened to astronauts/people in space/in a space station during tnw
like did everyone just forget about them
nasa was just like "guess they'll die muaha"

[ikigai.]

hm

leaving for future use

current avvie is kinda a mood

[ikigai.]

slowly sauntering back in here

i'm back(ish) y'all

[ikigai.]

and jfc a lot can happen in a week huh

[scully.]

welcome back!
i hope you had many poptarts in ur absence

[ikigai.]

hey guys ! !
i've had loads of poptarts actually ASDFASDF i'm feeling called tf out rn ASDF

i'm not gonna lie and say i'm feeling 100% - i mean i think in most ways nobody is ever 100% okay, and that's totally healthy and okay ? ?
but i think while i'm not completely back to myself, i'm at least mentally in a better head space than before
and i just missed you guys : ' )

what have y'all been up to ?

[hxniebee]

i missed you too :pleading:

[scully.]

i missed you too :pleading:

im glad you’re feeling at least a little better! n i’ve playin a lot of games lmao

[ikigai.]

what kind of games have you been playing scully ? ? i'm not really into games anymore but i used to be ! ASDF

wow yes my little therapy session
everyone sit down and be my therapist right ADSF
yeah i really struggle with actually admitting when there's a problem though. i'll usually try and ignore it and have this mindset of "it'll go away eventually" but it only gets worse the more i struggle with it alone. but i hAVE been working more on getting myself to feel more okay with the idea of telling people when i'm not okay. everyone struggles and that's not something to be ashamed of?
so if you guys ever feel the same way and need someone ? reach out to me. i'm here for you guys

ew i feel so gross when i get all sappy like that though
so anywAY

really i've been just. watching tv shows. working. and also working on puzzles too ! i got this 850 piece 3D game of thrones puzzle. i don't even watch game of thrones anymore. i don't even think i got past season 2. buT it's still Hella cool. i also finished a 3D model of the titanic, with LED lights included, so fUN

what've you been up to, hoot ?

[ikigai.]

thanks, fam. you're hella supportive and i really appreciate that : ' )

aND
i still do, but i'm only "prn/as needed" there, and i have another job at a really amazing hospital. it's great because with covid the nursing home has been incredibly short-staff (honestly every medical field job is short of staff but it's even worse now i feel ASDFASDF), so they've been offering crazy incentive pay for the prn people to come in and work ? ? for example whenever i get called in or pick up a shift i get 12 extra dollars an hour ? ? sometimes my boss even hands me an extra 20 when i walk in the door it is literally insane and i still can't believe it. it's like a fever dream where i'm like "did this actually happen,, is this real" because i remember literally making just 12 an hour with previous jobs and suddenly that's my incentive to come in and work a job i care more about ADSFASDF
but it's not ? my favorite job. i really prefer my full-time job at the hospital. it's more fulfilling of a job for me, and it's an area of nursing i'm more passionate about : ' )
how's college going for you fam ? ?

and woW YEAH YEAH I ACTUALLY
have already done a harry potter 3D puzzle ! it was the astronomy tower ! there's a couple other harry potter ones that i've wanted to try though because honestly ? all of them look so good it's literally not fair
so maybe i will check them out fam !

"coding skins for fun"
i'd be getting frustrated and really overall just,, not doing very well if i had to code skins ASDFASDF
and honestly i never really played super mario when i was really into games. as a kid ? honestly sonic, loz, and pokemon were my go-tos. and i'd play a lot of first-person shooter games to try and fit in with my friends ASDFASDF