CELEBRATE / private

[dannychan]

he chuckled. "i'm still pretty much the same, just.. more depression.. and i smoke a lot more weed."

[Leafwing12]

He tilted his head slightly. “Hey...Whatever is causing you this depression you can always talk to me about.” He said

[dannychan]

he blinked. "it's more just.. bipolar depression.  ever since i started NZT i've felt.. amazing.." he said and smiled.

[Leafwing12]

He watched him. “Well, they have actual medication to help with that.” He said

[dannychan]

he shrugged. "tried it all. they all had the same affect, sleepiness and suicidal thoughts. so i gave up on medicine and went to smoking. it helped, but didn't fix it. NZT has practically been my saviour, as long as i get the monthly booster shot-" he froze when he realised what he said, and sat up. "you.. you can't tell naz i said that!" he said, eyes huge. if they found out there was a shot that held an enzyme to make the side effects of the pill nonexistent, he'd get fired, or even worse, senator morra would kill him and everyone he ever carried about.

[Leafwing12]

He blinked, watching him. His eyes widened a bit. So there was a shot to help with the effects? He looked down for a moment before meeting his gaze. “Hey, I’m not going to tell anyone.” He murmured

[dannychan]

he made a soft noise. "eddie is going to kill me- fuck! i need to stop talking!"

[Leafwing12]

He frowned. He shushed him softly, pressing closer. “Brian, hush. It’s okay.” He whispered, pulling him into a hug

[dannychan]

he blinked. "if he finds out you know, then you die.. and i'll probably die too.."

[Leafwing12]

He watched him, closing his eyes. He merely held him close. “Well if I’m doomed to die, then I’ll make sure I don’t take you to the grave with me.” He siad