WHERE DID YOU COME FROM / private

[dannychan]

he looked at hux, and beyond his mask, hux wouldn't be able to see his tears. "nothing.l he stated. "just tired, i guess." he sighed and rubbed his mask. he didn't want to be in this situation. he didn't want to talk about his problems. he didn't want to take about his problems with hux.

[peridot.]

Hux blinked and frowned a bit, not being able to tell about the other's tears through the voice modulation. He said quietly, gently raising a hand to tap against the mouthplate of the mask, "You're not tired. This isn't how you act when you're tired."

[dannychan]

he moved his head away, scowling. "i don't know, maybe i just want to eat my six pack of pudding in piece." even with the modifier, you could hear the sarcasm and only slightly hear the hurt that dropped from his tone.

[peridot.]

He blinked, and his face fell a bit as the other spoke. He said quietly, confusion flashing over his face for a moment before being replaced by worry, "Oh shit. You were actually affected by that? Buckethead, it's not like I say anything seriously, you know."

[dannychan]

he frowned, looking down. "just.. shut up. the damage is done. you can't say jack shit to fix it."

[peridot.]

He sighed and said, rolling his eyes a bit, "Ren, I cannot believe you took that seriously. You're not fat, for fuck's sake. I've seen you training. I've watched you train." He paused for a moment, realizing what he had just admitted, before quickly continuing, "You're built like a brick shithouse, you're not fat. I just said that because... shit, that's what I do, Kylo."

[dannychan]

he stared at him, and he looked down before making a soft noise that came through on his modifier and rushed away, clenching a fist at his sides.

[peridot.]

His eyes widened and he squeaked, frowning and not bothering to follow after the other, "Kylo! Kylo, goddamn it!"

[dannychan]

/mentions that kylo might have an eating disorder s o i'm sorry it's all i could think of
kylo had been.. oddly quiet that day. hd had just sort of sat in a meeting, using the force to make a pen float aimlessly, and then later at lunch, he hadn't spoken to anyone, or even eaten. why? he had been thinking. thinking about what? a certain red headed asshole named hux. you see, normally he could tolerate hux, but hux had been particularly salty the day before, and had pretty much just ruined the rest of his week. possibly his entire month. hux had made a comment that made him feel.. incredibly horrible. six pack? the most kylo has is a six pack of pudding and baby fat. yep. a simple, tiny little comment had ruined his entire mood.
he hadn't eaten at all the day before, because he had already felt like shit, but the comment was just a nail in his coffin. he had no idea that it was a joke, no idea that it wasn't actually true, and that hux was just bantering, but he had just completely given up at this point. now, he was moving back to his room, as he felt slightly light headed from the hunger headache he had gotten.

[peridot.]

Hux had never really been one to say any insults really seriously. Really, they were just ways for him to get his anger out, and to let out the annoyance he felt most of the time at the fact that while he had had to work, tooth and nail, screaming and bleeding and crying, to get where he was, Kylo had just shown up one day and was suddenly his co-commander. He didn't really talk about his emotions in a healthy way though, so insults and banter were the way he let loose his fire.
He had never really thought of any of his comments actually getting to Kylo though. However, it wasn't like he had just not noticed Kylo's sudden change of mood. Although he claimed to hate the other, he paid very close attention to his moods and life, and when he noticed the other not eating and leaving, he had followed. His footsteps were soft as he followed after the taller male, and he called out quietly, trying to stop the other from going right into his room, "Kylo! What is wrong with you?"