IF YOU SAY MY NAME // private

[dannychan]

he scowled. "liar." he said.

[Leafwing12]

He watched him. He then shifted his gaze away and started walking away from Ray

[dannychan]

he frowned. "sterling." he said. when he used the males first name, you knew it was serious. "seriously.. you're acting weird and.. it's really worrying.."

[Leafwing12]

He stopped when the other spoke. “Ray just drop it.”’he hissed.

[dannychan]

he frowned. "no, god damn it! everyone's worried about you! your mother cried every time someone mentioned you! did the doctors tell you something? is ther cancer back?"

[Leafwing12]

He blinked, letting out a slightly frustrated breath. “I don’t know why you’re all so worried over nothing.” He muttered.

[dannychan]

he frowned. "well, it's obviously something because.. you're not acting like yourself."

[Leafwing12]

He glanced back at him. “Yeah? And what is myself, Ray? Do you even know what the real me acts like?” He asked.

[dannychan]

he blinked. "yeah. you act like a dick because you have low self esteem because malory was a shit mother and sent you to boarding school for fifteen years where you were relentlessly bullied, you you hope that drinking will help you surprise those memories, because when you're sober you think you seem weak. you're afraid of death so you throw yourself into dangerous situations and pretend like you're ok when you get shot, because you refuse to believe the fact that you can die, and that people would miss you." he snapped, staring up at him. "so you put up a wall, sleep with any random woman you want, and fail to be a good father. for two children."

[Leafwing12]

He blinked, looking him over. He then glanced away before turning his back to Ray. “...Lana is leaving. She’s moving away and taking our daughter with.” He said. He glanced ahead. “And yes, the cancer came back. Now are you fucking satisfied with that answer?” He asked, a bit of an edge to his tone.