Where Is My Mind // Private

[Leafwing12]

Sherlock glanced at Mrs. Hudson. He gave her a grateful look before opening the back door and getting in.

[dannychan]

he got in the back with sherlock, frowning.

skip??

[Leafwing12]

(Sure)

It was a few hours later. Sherlock was in the hospital on a bed. They had given him an iv just to try and flush out the drugs quicker. Sherlock had fallen asleep for a while during that time, but he was up now. Sherlock glanced around the room. He was taking in the room since he had nothing else to do at the minute.

[dannychan]

john had gone to the lobby to get some coffee from the machine and blinked when he saw sherlock up. "hey.. how do you feel?"

[Leafwing12]

Sherlock glanced over when the door opened. He relaxed a bit. "...Tired. Other then that I feel fine." He said. He glanced John over. "...John?" he asked.

[dannychan]

he moved over and sat in the chair, moving it closer to the bed. "yeah?"

[Leafwing12]

Sherlock glanced him over. He stayed silent for a moment. "...I'm sorry. I'm sorry for falling back into drugs. I just...Had this urge. It was really bad and I couldn't really control it this time. I didn't mean to keep it from you. I just didn't want to cause you any worry." He said.

[dannychan]

he gave him a very soft, sympathetic look. "it's alright. next time you feel like that, come to me and i'll let you.. have a controlled dose. it was a bad idea to completely take you off them anyways. you have to be weened off."

[Leafwing12]

Sherlock glanced down. "It wasn't a bad idea. It would have worked if I didn't give into the impulses." He said.

[dannychan]

he shook his head. "it's just as dangerous as staying on drugs."