NEW PEOPLE SCARE ME / private

[dannychan]

he nodded. "i didn't have anyone like that in my life." he said and frowned.

[Leafwing12]

Castiel looked over at him. “...Who’s to say you still can’t? I mean...If you’re stuck here forever, then surely there’s people you’ve come to consider family who are also trapped here.” He said

[dannychan]

he frowned. "only priscilla. but she has friends." he said. "i'm mostly alone."

[Leafwing12]

Castiel looked them over. “...Maybe I can arrange something. You guys don’t deserve to be trapped here for all eternity...Maybe I can set up a deal to let all of you into heaven.” He said

[dannychan]

hefrowned. "i.. can't leave this place. not until she's gone.. take priscilla." he said softly.

[Leafwing12]

He blinked, frowning. “...She? You can’t leave until...The lady is gone who comes here every dead grass moon?” He asked

[dannychan]

he nodded. "dying grass." he mumbled and looked away. "once the butcher is gone, we can go too.. i just want to be alone, you know? just.. just me and guinesse. maybe then.. then i can tell him i'm sorry.. god i was so horrible to him.. before everything." he covered his mouth, his spirit feeling the fade and spaz out for a moment.

[Leafwing12]

Castiel frowned. He went to reach out to rest a hand on his shoukder to comfort him. “...Everyone deserves a second chance, Edwwrd. Perhaps when she’s....Gone, you’ll be able to. You and Guinnesse. You can both go to heaven and then have a peaceful relationship for the rest of eternity.” He said. “...You both deserve to be happy.” He said

[dannychan]

he didn't flinch away, trembling slightly. "i don't want to go to heaven." he mumbled. "if what you say is true.. and the bible isn't correct.. then heaven isn't a paradise." he breathed.

[Leafwing12]

Castiel blinked. “...That’s not true, Edward. I was created a long time ago. I’ve been alove for billions of years, living up there in heaven. It’s a beautiful place.” He said. “There’s a large building where all the angels are gathered. Bit outside of that, it’s open. You get a beautiful view of the sky. At night, the stars are breathtaking. You’re free to go where you please in heaven. The whole world is open to travel.” He ssid