IT'S BEEN A WEEK — private

[dannychan]

he frowned and simply started to ignore him, simply moving into his room and locking the door behind him.

[peridot.]

Hux sighed and said, glaring at the door, "I know your door code, you fucking idiot." He then just sighed and turned to head back to the bridge.

( kylo should hurt himself and hux should feel it through the force bond that they have on accident and realize what's happening )

[dannychan]

/ye ye don’t forget trigger warnings

once he was sure he was alone, he took the mask off and quietly moved to figure out how to change the door code (previously, it had just been 12345, because he had no fear), changing it to a random series of numbers and slowly sitting on the edge of his bed. he muttered something as he threw his shirt off, left in a tank top and the rest of his outfit. he looked at he wall for a moment before taking what looked like a normal pocket knife from his drawer and taking a deep breath. “should’ve just let me destroy the damn ship.” he breathed, taking the tip of his knife /trigger warning: cutting/ and slowly starting to carve into his arm. over and over again, he carved out the word ‘fuck’ on his arm, just limiting it bleed, tears having started to fall.

[peridot.]

Hux had been working quietly on the bridge, when all of a sudden pain went splitting through him, and he nearly fell over. Leaning heavily on one of the consoles on the bridge, Hux held back a whimper as the pain slowly focused down to a throb throughout his entire arm. He wasn't sure why, but his first instinct was to go to Kylo. Ignoring the furious pain in his arm, and the tears that were threatening to roll down his cheeks, Hux rushed towards the other's room. When he got there, he quickly tried to put the other's code in, but when he realized it didn't work, he whined and slowly fell to his knees. Pressing his head against the door, he whimpered loudly in pain, "Kylo..."

[dannychan]

right in the middle of carving out another ‘fuck’ (though, this one was upside down) he head hux and paused. he looked to his bloody arm and then the door, before slowly moving to get on a shirt and open the door. of course, it hurt like hell, but he didn’t want the other to know, though he had mistakenly left out the knife?” what?” he snapping, wiping tears with his good hand.

[peridot.]

Hux was still crumpled over on the floor, but when Kylo came out, he blinked down at his burning arm for a moment before getting up and basically charging at the other, grabbing onto his shirt and ripping at it viciously until he could see the other's arm. He trembled a bit as he said, staring down at the other's wounds, "Y... You fucking dumbass."

[dannychan]

he stared at him and tugged his arm away, wincing. “fuck off, damn it!” he snapped, tears starting to form again.

[peridot.]

Hux felt another wave of emotion, and he almost vomited, trembling and saying as he shook his head, "No, no, stop! Stop fucking... Doing this! I don't fucking know what you're doing, but this hurts!"

[dannychan]

he hissed and shook his head. “that’s the fucking point.” he snapped.

[peridot.]

"Yes, I know. It's because you're Snoke's little favorite. But you won't kill me." He said, still following with a frown.