I’m Still Standing // Private

[Leafwing12]

He was quiet for a moment. “When I...When I “feel” things I’m not used to, if they’re normal like you say they are, how will I know if it’s good or bad?” He asksd

[dannychan]

he blinked. “well.. no emotions are truly bad or good. it’s only good or bad if it affects other people around you. if you say.. you get angry and start hitting someone, that’s bad. if you get angry and write in a journal or talk to someone about it, that’s good. if you’re sad and you just hold it in until you break down, that’s considered bad and unhealthy, but if you talk to someone about that sadness it’s good. if you’re happy, that’s good, but it’s bad to rub your happiness in a sad persons face.. really, good and bad fall into actions.”

[Leafwing12]

He blinked, watching him and listening as he spoke. “And...Say I hypothetically felt...Strange whenever around someone. Would that be good or bad?” He asked

[dannychan]

he blinked. "well.. is it more.. you want them dead or like.. nervous fluttery feelings?" he asked curiously, ordering a costume for himself and shutting the laptop.

[Leafwing12]

He was silent for a moment. “I suppose....Weird fluttery feelings. And those feelings cause cause my face to heat up and my heart to race. So...I can assume it’s nit good.” Nine said

[dannychan]

he smiled slightly. “no, that’s a good one. it usually means you’re in love..”

[Leafwing12]

Nine blinked, scoffing. “I hope not.” He murmured. He was silent for a moment. “Said person probably doesn’t even want to be in a relationship.” Nine said

[dannychan]

he blinked. “well, you never know. like do me.. i hate sex. i hate nearly every bit of it, but that doesn’t mean i don’t want some form of romantic relationship just because it’s comforting, you know?”

[Leafwing12]

Nine watched him for a moment. “...I see.” He whispered

[dannychan]

he nodded. “whoever you love might surprise you.”