MEMENTO MORI // OPEN
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there were two types of people when it came to regularly maintaining the cemetery. some people saw it was their duty to do so and, even if they didn’t want to do it, they did it anyway out of respect. others were more reluctant, each for their own reasons. being in a place, surrounded by so much death could be overwhelming to the faint of heart. mick stood unfazed; he was more used to death than most people would ever truly know. he was quiet, secretive; most parts of mick’s life would go unknown by man. the parts of himself that were empty and hollow where they’d once been full… he’d be quick to keep it secret.

eyes wandered absently along the rows of headstones, the aged stones worn down over time. there was a sense of pride the people of northstar put into maintaining the old graveyard, cleaning it regularly. although age always wore down the site, some parts beyond repair, there was something awe-worthy in the graveyard’s maintenance. he stepped carefully through the rows, hands casually in his pockets. his eyes landed on a familiar gravestone, slowing briefly. mourn not my death, but celebrate my life. he lingered in front of the grave - memories of a past interaction months before - before inevitably moving on.

he chose a different gravestone nearby to start to clean the headstone, picking off lichens and moss from the cracked stone with careful hands.

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He slowed in front of a particular headstone, eyes darting solemnly over its epitaph. Once a symbolic reminder of his inevitable fate - he had begun to wonder whether he’d even get to see the end of the year - it had now been pursued by a new present.

When I die, I don’t want an epitaph. Just my name, birth and death date. Plain. Simple. Not trying to sugarcoat the shittiness of life and death.

How could that have been words that had passed from his lips the last time he laid his gaze upon this very headstone? His heart felt heavy in his chest, eyes lingering on the headstone for a second too long before he pushed on. Life was no longer about awaiting death, but embracing life.

Lifting his head, Green glanced towards Mickey as he cleaned a headstone nearby, pressing his lips firmly together before he wandered over towards him. ❝ You know… I’ve been thinking. ❞ He leaned down to assist by pulling weeds out from around the grave. ❝ It won’t matter to him now what his epitaph says, or whether he wanted one or not, but it’s nice to look back on his resting place and think ❛ you were so loved that people carved words into stone to commemorate your life ❜. It’s… It’s really nice. ❞

In all the years that he felt like he wasn’t worth anything, that he would die without no meaning, no honour in this life for his, it had been the first time in a long time that the world felt different to him. As he watched people clean up the graveyard, it was heart-warming to see how they all respected the dead. Green fought off a smile. Each headstone and each epitaph sung praises of a life that was beautiful and fulfilled.

Maybe Green did want an epitaph one day. Just not before he got to live a loving life.

❝ I can’t wait to live a life that’s worth commemorating. ❞

[spoiler=tags ― updated 08/25.][size=6pt]◜BASICSI'LL EAT UP ALL YOUR PAIN
&. ❝ vernon jeremiah green ❞ | green, greenie, vern, v .
&. 25 years old . | twenty first april ; taurus | male [he/him] .
&. currently the guardian of northstar district .

PERSONALITYTAKE IN ALL THE BLAME
&.  bright . brave . considerate . courageous . dedicated . empowering . expressive . generous . honest . hard-working . kind hearted . loving . loyal . optimist . reliable . self-confident . supportive . trustworthy . vibrant . compulsive . defiant . foolish . gullible . hyperactive . oversensitive . rebellious . stubborn .

APPEARANCEBE THAT SOMEONE TO COMPLAIN TO
&.  five foot ten & one hundred and seventy one pounds ; reference .
↳ dirty blond hair , relatively grown out crew cut .
↳ lean and muscular frame , somewhat bronzed skin from the sun .
↳ soft blue/grey eyes , an often bright and amicable expression .
&.  welsh descent , parents were both from llanfairpwllgwyngyll in wales .

FAMILYTHERE'S A LIGHTHOUSE IN THE DARK
&. david green x cassandra griffiths | both deceased .
↳ david died in an aviation accident two months before green was born .
↳ cassandra died of breast cancer when green was eight .
&. fostered by steve and caroline murray until he was eleven .
↳ carol was the innocent victim of a shootout .
↳ only a month later, steve went into cardiac arrest and died .
&. father to felicity green .
&. guardian to arlo .
&. owns a chihuahua , midas , and a pug , virginia

RELATIONSHIPSA GARDEN IN THE PAST
&. pansexual, panromantic ; mongamous .
&. currently in a relationship with mickey serge
↳ friendship evolved into romance after he saved green’s life .
&. ex-lover to winifred maddison
↳ nowadays they are best friends .
&. ex-boyfriend to fallon rude
↳ ended their relationship to keep her safe .
&. ex-boyfriend to paige montgomery
↳ is the father to paige's daughter , felicity .

INTERACTIONSUNDER BRUISINGS OF A NIGHT SKY
&.  [ 7/10 ] physically  |  [ 8/10 ] psychologically .
↳ difficulty w/ guns [ medium ] | difficulty w/ melees [ difficult ] | difficulty w/ hand-to-hand [ medium ]
&. skilled in archery and parkour .
&. his mentor , gus , taught him self-defence .
&. [member=2919]truce.[/member] | dm for any major plots .
&. friendly or nonviolent actions may be powerplayed .[/size]


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mick’s life had taken a slow and gradual turn for the better. he lived a life where some days he felt at peace, where most days he felt loved. he had everything he wanted-- and he so often struggled to come to terms with the thought that he even slightly deserved it. time and time again, vern could utter how things had changed; mickey had changed. still, there was always a small part of him that continued to believe he shouldn’t have as beautiful a life as he currently did.

some things were better left unsaid.

he hummed as if he dreaded whatever it was green must’ve been thinking (who knew what went through the man’s mind half the time) before listening attentively. then- “i can’t wait to live a life that’s worth commemorating.” it was a wonderful thing, to be caught off guard by such sweet but simple words.

“you think so?” blues gazed over at the other man, his gaze lingering fondly. mick didn’t think of his own death so often - he feared death far less than the average person - but he couldn’t help but wonder if he would ever be buried. if he would ever get an epitaph. with green’s own bittersweet optimism, perhaps mickey also wanted to live a life worth commemorating. a life worthy of a beautiful epitaph.

[he turned his head and continued to pick at the overgrowth. “if you ask me,” he started, a ghost of a smile starting to linger on his features. “your life is already worth commemorating.” he stated the words so simply, as if they weren’t nearly as painfully heartfelt as they were. eyes peered back over towards green, a corner of his lip twitching before busying himself in his work again.

“you’ve already done more now than most other people have done in their entire lifetime. isn’t that reason enough to want to commemorate you?”

[spoiler=tags ― updated 08/31.][size=8pt]◜BASICSBURIED MY HEART IN A HOLE IN THE GROUND
‣  ❝ mickey serge ❞ | mick, serge | male [he/him] .
33 years old . | may fifth; taurus.
‣  currently the prodigy of northstar district
‣  currently co-founder/co-head of st. peter’s clinic in the district alongside lucerne nouvel.

PERSONALITY: ISFJ THERE WAS NO ONE AROUND
‣  aloof . ambitious . blunt . distant . driven . hard-working . passionate . humble . reserved . introverted . intelligent . level-headed . trustworthy . honest . caring . quiet . gentlemanly . kind . pessimistic . unreadable . stoic . withdrawn .
↳ lover of tea and cigarettes
↳ struggles with ptsd symptoms
↳ recovering alcoholic (almost one year sober)

APPEARANCEBURIED MY GUILT IN A PIT IN THE SOUND
six foot one & one hundred and sixty seven pounds ; reference .
↳ dark brown hair kept very short on the sides and neat
↳ skinny with slight muscle tone
↳ deep blue eyes , often stoic , emotionless

FAMILYI TRIED AND I TRIED AND I WAS NEVER THE SAME
‣  david serge x tamara serge | father deceased . mother’s whereabouts unknown
‣ only child
‣ currently claims guardianship of arlo - doesn’t consider himself arlo’s parent

RELATIONSHIPSI'LL BREAK UP THE CHAIN
‣  homosexual ; monogamous | a hopeless romantic .
‣ ex-fiance to elinor rose
↳ engagement fell apart after coming to terms with mick’s sexuality .
‣  ex-lover to edmund stirling-moray
↳ the first guy he had ever been with . helped him become comfortable with his sexuality before coming out of the closet.
‣ current boyfriend of vernon green
↳ currently live together . inseparable .

INTERACTIONSI'M FOREVER CHANGED
‣  [ 9/10 ] physically  |  [ 8/10 ] psychologically .
↳ difficulty w/ guns [ very difficult ] | difficulty w/ melees [ difficult ] | difficulty w/ hand-to-hand [ difficult ]
[member=1512]elysian.[/member] | dm for any major plots .
‣  friendly or nonviolent actions may be powerplayed .[/size][/spoiler]
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[align=center][div style="width: 430px; text-align: justify; font-family: verdana; font-size: 6pt; letter-spacing: 1.5px; word-spacing: 0px; line-height: 12px; color: #000"]❝ You think so? ❞ Mick asked, meeting his gaze with Green’s own. Green couldn’t help the way his lips twitched ever-so-slightly, the way his heart picked up pace every time he laid eyes upon the man that had undoubtedly saved his life. Yeah, he was enthusiastic about the future; that was something that Mick had given him. It was without a doubt that, if it weren’t for him, Green would likely have not made it to the end of the year. Whilst he was still tormented daily by the result of months of manipulation and abuse, at least he was still alive. This would finally be a life worth living.

Yeah... I do. ❞ He huffed quietly, teeth showing barely through a fond and ever-so-thankful smile. Eyes flitted away and lowered to look down at the words engraved on the headstone. Perhaps it didn’t matter what words would be put on one’s epitaph, but the fact that someone thought of those words when thinking about their loved one truly spoke volumes. When Green would finally pass, he felt safe in knowing that finally he would have lived a life where the people around him stayed until his final breath. He didn’t have to face the world alone anymore as he had a family. He had people who loved him, and people that he could trust.

Hand rested on the headstone, listening closely to Mickey’s words. ❝ Your life is already worth commemorating. ❞ Gaze shifted back over towards Mick, gently sucking in a breath. Did he really think so? Mick continued to explain his perspective, Green shifting quietly as he slowly began to pick moss away from the stone. His shoulders slumped. A lump sat tight in his throat, but this time he wasn’t holding back the expression of hurt and pain, but the expression of pride and gratitude. Was he really that worthy?

He gently brushed the top of the headstone off before glancing towards his partner once again, lips tight as he smiled a closed-lip smile and eyes somewhat glazed from the overwhelming emotions that surged through him. ❝ Yeah? ❞ He hummed, shifting his weight before straightening up. ❝ I hope so, one day. ❞ He swallowed hard, giving the headstone one last, brief look before he turned towards Mick, hand resting on his upper arm gently. ❝ C’mon. Lets go weed those gravestones. It’s pretty overgrown over there, huh? ❞

[spoiler=tags ― updated 08/25.][size=6pt]◜BASICSI'LL EAT UP ALL YOUR PAIN
&. ❝ vernon jeremiah green ❞ | green, greenie, vern, v .
&. 25 years old . | twenty first april ; taurus | male [he/him] .
&. currently the guardian of northstar district .

PERSONALITYTAKE IN ALL THE BLAME
&.  bright . brave . considerate . courageous . dedicated . empowering . expressive . generous . honest . hard-working . kind hearted . loving . loyal . optimist . reliable . self-confident . supportive . trustworthy . vibrant . compulsive . defiant . foolish . gullible . hyperactive . oversensitive . rebellious . stubborn .

APPEARANCEBE THAT SOMEONE TO COMPLAIN TO
&.  five foot ten & one hundred and seventy one pounds ; reference .
↳ dirty blond hair , relatively grown out crew cut .
↳ lean and muscular frame , somewhat bronzed skin from the sun .
↳ soft blue/grey eyes , an often bright and amicable expression .
&.  welsh descent , parents were both from llanfairpwllgwyngyll in wales .

FAMILYTHERE'S A LIGHTHOUSE IN THE DARK
&. david green x cassandra griffiths | both deceased .
↳ david died in an aviation accident two months before green was born .
↳ cassandra died of breast cancer when green was eight .
&. fostered by steve and caroline murray until he was eleven .
↳ carol was the innocent victim of a shootout .
↳ only a month later, steve went into cardiac arrest and died .
&. father to felicity green .
&. guardian to arlo .
&. owns a chihuahua , midas , and a pug , virginia

RELATIONSHIPSA GARDEN IN THE PAST
&. pansexual, panromantic ; mongamous .
&. currently in a relationship with mickey serge
↳ friendship evolved into romance after he saved green’s life .
&. ex-lover to winifred maddison
↳ nowadays they are best friends .
&. ex-boyfriend to fallon rude
↳ ended their relationship to keep her safe .
&. ex-boyfriend to paige montgomery
↳ is the father to paige's daughter , felicity .

INTERACTIONSUNDER BRUISINGS OF A NIGHT SKY
&.  [ 7/10 ] physically  |  [ 8/10 ] psychologically .
↳ difficulty w/ guns [ medium ] | difficulty w/ melees [ difficult ] | difficulty w/ hand-to-hand [ medium ]
&. skilled in archery and parkour .
&. his mentor , gus , taught him self-defence .
&. [member=2919]truce.[/member] | dm for any major plots .
&. friendly or nonviolent actions may be powerplayed .[/size]


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